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[notyourbroom]

.. oh, excellent(, in that nonexcellent way);
I was to bus out with the glee club at 7am,
but i .. accidentally fell asleep.

(i had meant only to sleep on the bus.)
(and so i hadn't set an alarm.)
okay, so-

in a certain sense, i'm ... not worried about my musical contribution,
since this was going to be a megahundreds-of-people mass-performance,
but i feel nauseated at the thought of facing folk now.

there's a message in my voicemail asking at 7am15 why I'm not at the bus¹.
And I can't call back, because they're in rehearsal now,
so that might cause evil-phone-ringings, and. fuck, I don't know.


¹ I turned my phone off around mid-day yesterday because it was running low on battery power, and then I hadn't turned it back on when I plugged it into the charger. end effect: it was charging and powered, but it was not receiving calls. (not that a wake-up call at 7am15 would have done me any good anyway.)

yeah. so. as a postscript, I feel irrationally afraid to leave my room. I feel like I shouldn't be here, that it's some crime that i'm on campus, that i'll be unsafe if i so much as unlock my door. because i'm clever and logical like that, and because that clearly makes a lot of sense. ech. i'm going to try to go to lunch.

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for being so affable and storytelling, Harbert definitely, uh, doesn't give very easy stuff. He does tend to grade very forgivingly, but.. ech.

Anyway, collectively, that's, like, 21/104^ths of an idea.. That's slightly more than 1/5^th!. Of course, prelims don't really go over well (or, uh, at all) as collaborative efforts, so that's a moot point. le sigh.